Greater Reach, Almost 3000 Pageviews

    As I start to approach 3000 pageviews, I am starting to realize that maybe I have a greater reach than I thought. Maybe, as I go through this transition, maybe I have an obligation to share what I've gone through and what I'm going through with the world. Maybe I can help other people like me to handle the things that I handled badly better. Maybe I can help people in a lot of ways.

    And just maybe that maybe is the motivation I need to get this going again.

1) Your Current Relationship: 30 Days, Day 1

    My boyfriend, Corwyn, told me he loves me for the first time Monday night. We were at the mall wasting time, waiting for his brother to get of work. I said it first, but he told me he had been waiting for me to say it first anyways. He was afraid I would think he was moving too fast if he said it first.
    He's a really great guy. He's polite, a total gentleman. He was raised on tales of Robin Hood and King Arthur, and he still believe in the Knight's Code. He opens door for me and takes me to the movies and actually pays for it. Ad, we have so much fun jut hanging out and being with each other.
    As I originally wrote this, we were at a laundromat, I was writing and he was playing a computer game, and we were still having a blast just being with each other. I really don't think I could be much happier, and I cannot wait to see where this goes. <3

I'm Just Sad

So I like this girl. She's amazing, funny, open, honest, smart, and just pretty much a blast to be around. I had told a couple of people that I like her, and they were all like, "Just ask her out! The worst thing she can say is No!" So I said, alright, I will, so I started a conversation with and then I just came out and asked her on a date. She said that she values me as a friend, and she's not really dating right now. So that's the end of that, I suppose. I don't blame her, honestly, she's way out of my league anyways. I guess, I don't know, I tried having hope and I just really should have left it alone. I guess I'm just going to have to work through the awkwardness that I just created.